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Fiction

 Hello readers, I guess I am kind off continuing my previous post. Hopefully this one won't be as depressing. I wanted to talk about motivation and my writing.  Recently it has been hard to find to motivation to write, draw and create. It's been like this for a few years. I will have days where I do a little bit but it is never like it was. I want to be able to get back into it but fail to come up with inspiration, and when I do I don't like what I have created and fall back into the same slump as before of not knowing what to do.  I wanted to try my hand at a longer novel as all my writing previously has been poems and short stories. What I struggle is coming up with a plot that is unique. I begin planning only to realise it is so similar to something that I have already read, something someone else has written. Then sometimes I create a plot that I think is somewhat new and I struggle making the characters seem real and relatable. If I get further I struggle with how th...
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Long time no see

 Hello readers,   It's been a few years. Sorry. I don't really have an explanation to why I haven't posted in I think four years. I think the only thing I can think of is life. My ability to stay with something has never been great.  A lot has happened since my last post. And I mean A LOT. I moved out of my foster parents house a few days before my eighteenth birthday into shared accommodation. Continued my A Levels (and somehow passed) and then applied for university.  When picking my university, I did make a mistake. I fell in love with one. It was a nice place, good library, great support for my needs from staff and there was university accommodation literally over the road. There were a few issues however. The area wasn't amazing. Within my first week of my first year I had a drunk student in the halls come onto me and also break the common room tv. What a great start... I picked somewhere which ended up being to far a way from my support network which sucke...
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Ginger the Ninja

 Hey Dear Readers. A week ago our family's beloved satanic cat was put down as he was in pain because of his kidneys. My brother didn't take it very well as they were best of friends, pals till the end. He is the sort of person who likes to be alone when he is sad, which I respect but don't understand. When I get upset I like hugs and movies to take my mind of it but he isn't like that. I'm not sure if it is my autism or something else that makes me unable to see the need to be alone when upset (even though I like to be alone the rest of the time). Seeing him so sad sat next to where he buried the cat mad me even more upset, especially seeing as we all had to give him space. I haven't written a poem for our cat but I will. Maybe something Frozen themed as he reminds me of Anna.  I wasn't that close to Ginger however he was still a part of our family. The main reason I think I got upset was because he brought up other thoughts. I was able to say bye to him in...
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Snowy days with mum

 Hello Dear readers,  I hope all is going well in your lives. Mine... it's a little eh at the moment.  It was my Mum's birthday yesterday, not that she was here to celebrate with me. She hasn't been around since I was fourteen so it has been a while since I've seen her. You can't blame her, you can't control death... He has this peaceful expression that draws you in to his cold and ridged arms as he comes to sinisterly take you away from everyone that cares about you. He is cruel and deadly whisking you away on a flying carpet ride over the rainbow making it seem like a happy time like the little mermaid ride at Disney world. I miss her. I know she loves and misses me, where ever she is...  It's been snowing where I am. Not much, just slightly. Mum used to love snow, but I didn't when I was younger... I have a picture of us standing in the porch as I was too afraid to leave the warm embrace of the house, I don't remember much though... I was a baby, ...
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Get To Know Me

 I would like to keep my Blog confidential and anonymous, but if anyone sees this and wants to ask a question in the comments I will be more that happy to answer if I am comfortable to. The range of Genres I right so if  you have any suggestions feel free as well. I do hope I can touch the hearts of some people out there and maybe bring some sort of emotion to them through my writing.  To be honest, I have never had a blog before and I am not sure how this all works or what to say, but hopefully someone out there will listen to what I have to say.  Now from this title you will probably guess that I will mention some things about me, and you are correct! As some of my readers, I feel like you should be able to have some background (that isn't too personal) but I am not really sure where to start. I guess I will start with what I do in my spare time. I enjoy reading and writing and stereotypical normal things, I am doing A levels in Psychology and Media and am meant to...
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