Ginger the Ninja

 Hey Dear Readers.

A week ago our family's beloved satanic cat was put down as he was in pain because of his kidneys. My brother didn't take it very well as they were best of friends, pals till the end. He is the sort of person who likes to be alone when he is sad, which I respect but don't understand. When I get upset I like hugs and movies to take my mind of it but he isn't like that. I'm not sure if it is my autism or something else that makes me unable to see the need to be alone when upset (even though I like to be alone the rest of the time). Seeing him so sad sat next to where he buried the cat mad me even more upset, especially seeing as we all had to give him space. I haven't written a poem for our cat but I will. Maybe something Frozen themed as he reminds me of Anna. 

I wasn't that close to Ginger however he was still a part of our family. The main reason I think I got upset was because he brought up other thoughts. I was able to say bye to him in person where as with my mum and dad I never got that chance. 

Anyway... See you another time Dear Readers.

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